Dreams, DDT and desperation

I wake up after a troubled nights sleep. Lots of things on my mind. Diversions to take my mid of Her. No chance. I dreamt of Her. This is the first time that I've actually dreamed about Her. It was'nt a Lucid dream. Or atleast this time I did'nt dresperately try to control the dream like i usually do. There was no pondy stuff. Just a group of us talking and she was there. I could'nt see her face, but i felt her presence. Then she was gone and the rest is hazy.
I walk up to the broken wash basin and try to wash away my drowsiness. The water smells of DDT. Everything stinks, everything is dead, and i can feel the posion getting inside me and destroying what's left of my innards. I wonder,.. if its just me or if the water is really got mixed in something.
My life seems to be like it's been sprayed with DDT.
But then again it could really be that evil dichloro-diphenyl-trichloroethane. Maybe some crazy guy thought he was doing everyone a favour by mixing DDT in the water supply so that people who did'nt buy odomos just have to sprinkle some water on them to stop the mosquitoes.
A song plays in the background
Nadiye Nadiye Kaadal Nadiye,....
Nadandaal AAru,..
Neerin Arumaiye Arivay...
Wonder how the poet would like it if i told him all his stupid water bodies were polluted with DDT, or maybe thats what he's trying to tell me.

"In animals, short-term exposure to large amounts of DDT in food affected the nervous system, while long-term exposure to smaller amounts affected the liver."
So its all the DDT you see. Not the booze!!!

But lost love to me is like DDT to a mosquito. What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. I am still alive ergo I must be stronger. My biceps dont agree though.

The only thing more pathetic than a hopeless romantic chemical engineer is a hopeless romantic mba.
Me: Here's a SWOT analysis of you kid.
She: We'll always have Porter's framework, beedi.
No wonder she ended up with Victor.

And btw
Wiki Says : "DDT is a colourless crystalline substance which is practically insoluble in water but highly soluble in fats and most organic solvents."
So i guess its just me!!!