But the angel forgets to pray for me

I had all but given up blogging. But a lot of things in the past couple of weeks have encouraged me not to.
The first is this course i am doing out here. Its a different sort of course. One which doesnt claim to teach you anything but one which garuntees that you will learn a lot. I found that i thought i enjoyed writing. So well here i am writing.
Second-A guy i used to know a long time back suddenly posted on my blog and told met that he was bloggin too. Seemed a nice way to keep in touch with th world. I checked out his blog and its got a
nice short story.
So i decided to write a short story, but found it too tough so decided to blog instead, and put the short story on my blog once i am done with it.
Thirdly recently i wrote some really sad piece of rhyme and it was well appreciated by the audience, so i have this glorious notion that i can actually create something that will elicit a reaction in people. Well before i come down to earth i hope i finish my short story.
Then there's this guy who found my blog after a search. I think thats really wild. I mean my blog really come up in a search. Its besides the point that he was searching for a book called the dream dictionary, but still he had the courtsey to drop me a line.
Slightly morbit thoughts follow. For those who know me, I would advise avoiding the rest of the blog.
Well i have had some really morbid thoughts over the years. What amazed was that theres this guy here who works really hard and is a topper(hes a real person not an alter ego), seemed to have similar thoughts. He was talking about how Budha was unfair to leave his wife and his child and just walk off. He said that he should have killed them off before going on his quest. I found this pretty interesting. He also went on to how he would also kill of his wife if he wanted to do something like that. Sometime I must confess i have thought about it too. Maybe if i kill of all the people i care about then i can kill myself without any feeling of guilt. Really wierd and eerie thought. I'll stop here before i scare everyone who reads this.